Bad mood…not sure why…

Darling is walking more these few days…not really steady but we can see she’s trying her best…kind of funny seeing her walk…wobbling here & there…sometimes she falls…& my heart ache…but I guess tat’s part of the walking process…

I fell sick…fever…so sian…

My mum is back…!! Yea…!! Guess bb did know tat she’s not around but didn’t really know how to express it…the last 2 days were terrible…she didn’t really want to drink or eat & her sleeping habit went messy…

Mum is flying to Korea tonite…wonder how I’m going to manage bb…not sure if she’ll notice grandma ‘missing’…

Bb took her 1^st steps..!! She took a tiny step towards my mum all by herself…we’re all so proud of her…

Husband went to Batam for a 2D1N stay…it’s his office team building thingy…I’m okie with him going but I’m pissed tat he didn’t make an effort to call me…! Actually come to think of it…even when he’s back here working @ his comfy office…he also never bother to call me…is it ‘out of sight out of mind?’…

Something bad happened…husband’s bag got stolen…his portable hard disk & some work stuff are gone…worse thing is tat our house keys are also gone…! Wonder who the silly man who stole his bag is?!

Darling kept crying thru the nite…slept 2 – 3hrs…then cry…then sleep again…then cry…*faint*

So now…there’s a change of plans liao…instead of being able to be a full time SAHM I’ve to make do with being a part time SAHM…there’re a few options…(1) go back to work – full time…then I can’t stay home with darling liao…sian…(2) try to look for a job tat is home based or @ least I can work in office for 3 days & from home for 2 days…(3) can try out teaching…it’s tough cos I’ve to wake up super early – anytime before 7am is early for me liao…but the good thing is tat I end lesson @ 2pm…should be able to reach home by 3pm…hmmm…see how things goes…