These 2 weeks have been very tiring for me…sian…both physical & emotional…physical cos darling has not been very well…fell sick…cranky…sticky to me…emotional cos somehow I feel ‘detached’ from husband…dun know why leh…just feel tat we’re 2 separate person living in the same house…weird hor…there was tis phase tat I came up with…“sometimes a little bit can be too much”…example…the cup is filled to the brim…adding two or three drops of water will make it overflow…think tis can be used to describe my stress level now…

13 crazy things tat happened since last sat (28/02/09)

Bb darling started coughing

Then got slight fever

Fever went up & up

Husband e-mail something & accidently offended our friend (Mr & Mrs H)

We apologised…another friend (Mr J) stood up for us (cos it was not really husband’s fault) & the kind soul got ‘scolded’ by our friend (Mrs H)

Bb super sticky to me

Bb wake up crying every nite (not feeling well)

Finally (after 1 year) saw a flat tat we like

Wanted to pay deposit for it

Flat taken up by someone else

I said something tat pissed my mum

Bb got well (Tues) coughing stopped & fever gone…but started coughing again (Wed)

Bb darling vomited when I was typing tis…!!

Darling is sick…so sad…

Wat I would like to receive for Valentine’s…

Nora Robert’s book

A pink-ish colour lipstick

Cute notebook (not computer)

Sexy LBD

A new pair of shoes (flats)

Can’t think of anymore rite now…hmmm…am I getting old for tis special day…?

Darling got her 1^st haircut…mum cut it for her…

Brought darling to the zoo tis morning…it’s one of her favourite places…went to the ‘kids zoo’…there was no one taking the pony ride…so I brought her there wondering if the zookeeper will let her pat the pony…(there is 1 or 2 kind-hearted keeper who would allow her to pat the pony…I met one guy who just stared @ us…didn’t even smile)…well…the keeper tis morning was Mr. F…he’s a nice guy…we met him a few times before & he never fails to ask if darling wants to pat the pony (provided there’s no one taking a ride @ tat time)…darling was so happy…think tis is the 4^th or 5^th time she has patted a pony…but it always brings smile to her face…guess wat…Mr. F asked if she’ll like to take a seat…hahaa…I turned around asked if darling would like to seat on the pony…I was not really very keen in tat…cos I was afraid she might get scared…worse still she’ll not like the pony anymore…but she nodded her head…she wanted to get on the pony…I carried her on the pony’s back…she looked so happy…sitting on it…& patting it’s neck…we stood there for a few minutes…daddy video-ing…granddad taking photos…grandma standing nearby smiling…me standing beside the pony…holding on to darling…Mr. F said “I can bring her for a small round if u like”…I was kind-of surprised…cos they dun actually allow kids below 2 years to take the pony ride (darling is only 21mths)…but she looked so @ ease…sitting there…one hand on the bar/saddle (I dun know wat is tat)…the other hand patting the pony…as if calming the pony…I asked her not once…not twice but three times…if she would like Mr. F to bring her for a ride…I was super nervous…cos I’ll not be able to walk the round with her…it’ll be ‘stressful’ for me…cos I’ll have to trust tat Mr. F will look after her (even though it really a very very small round & I can see her…it takese less than 2 mins to complete)…& I’ve to pray hard she dun cry or try to climb down or so on…she went for it…she took up the ‘challenge’…went for the ride…I dun know wat was on her mind…I sense tat she was very nervous…but I can see her smiling…she’s really so brave…!! Wow…!!

Haven’t been Thursday-13-ing for quite a long long time…since it’s a new year…i’ll start my T-13 for the year with…‘Things I hope to do by tis year’…something like a resolution but not so serious like a resolution…here goes…

To be a better wife – Not tat I’m a terrible one now…haha…just want to improve on certain aspect…

To be a better mum – I’m still learning…

To be a better daughter – Realised tat I’m getting more impatient with my parents…sometimes talking back when I shouldn’t be…have to work on tat…

Read @ least 4 books of the Bible – 2 OT & 2 NT

More discipline in reading Bible & Praying

Read @ least 4 books of the books tat are sitting on my shelf waiting to be read… (actually last count I’ve 6 unread books)

To be a better friend – Sometimes I get to caught up with my life…I sort of forget abt my friends…hope to build a stronger relationship with 2 of my girlfriends…

Hope to be able to get a job tat allows me to work 3 days a wk…

Hope to get a flat of our own – Ya…have been saying tat for the longest time…the property prices have been going up…up…& up for the whole of last year…but now it seem to have come down a bit…keeping my fingers crossed…

Exercise regularly – I’ve been exercising @ least twice a mth in 2008…would like to maintain it…better still…would like to aim for once a wk in 2009…

Start playing the piano again…even if it’s just once a wk…

Hope to organise my wardrobe – Throw out those tat I can no longer wear…&‘re-organise’ my clothes…

Last but not least…hope to get pregnant…haha…

Found the T-13 site…thanks to Celticlibrarian…click Thursday-13 for the new site…

Wat happened to Thursday Thirteen??

Happy New Year…!!